I'm OK. But this brought a tear to my eye when Kate showed me this last night .... :'(

19th august 2002, 7pm
weight - 49lbs

i just listened to snow angel again
snow angel is a beautiful song
snow angel makes me want to live
i'm going to live
thankyou muzi
i love

- James "Deryck" Carpenter.

That was the day before he passed away. According to what the nurse said, he was just writing and then .... collapsed. The last thing he said was almost "i love you". To me. I think so anyway. Rest in peace. :(

b.k. x