Why did people get all (well, some) of this crap for my birthday? Can't they see that I DON'T WANT IT? I'm just gonna eat and eat and eat and feel bad about myself. If it weren't for having all of this to binge on I would be done with food obsession. I'd eat two meals a day (along with the 20 cups of tea but that can't be helped) like a normal person. I've never really binged without purging since before the food obsession, and back then I didn't even know that eating three packets of biscuits on the trot was called a binge.
Just yesterday I was saying that there was nothing wrong with me (apart from caffeine, nicotine, internet, shopping and love addiction, but none of that is THAT bad, right?), and today I find out that there is.
FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU.
- b.k. x