Do you wanna piece of me?

We have digital now, and I've been watching Kerrang! TV. Can't remember the last time I was up at 8am watching it (apart from today) - must have been last year at Fourwinds! Oh, the memories!

KoRn - "Thoughtless"? I haven't heard that in such a long time! Sum 41 - "In Too Deep"? Even longer! Now I've got all wrapped up in Busted, The Darkness and Crowded House (and, of course, eJay mixes), I've completely forgotten how good the classics of rock music are. Of course, they weren't classics then, but now they are and they bring back so many memories of the old Fourwinds days.

Remember when I used to write about going out with Pooka and how much I loved him, and Tim was my best friend and no more? When I used to go to the pub with Tim, Ben, Emma, Sam, Chris and Flic (Chris and Flic - that was so funny!), and I spilt Ben's drinks all over him every time? When Chris was actually a nice boy with normal hair and ribs that stuck out more than any erection I've ever seen? When Lee was obsessed with his penis (Aaaaaaaandrew Lucas!)? Shaun having temper tantrums and smashing the greenhouse, Sam throwing pennies and smashing glasses - of course, people still smash things now, but it's nowhere near as good. Alex in love with Hattie - oh my God, Hattie. She was hilarious. I miss that girl (if "girl" is the right word) so much. Rikki may be the Official Fat Person now, but deep down, it's still gotta be Hattie.

Honestly, who needs Jab, Scott or Charlie? Who needs Robin's big nob and even bigger gob? Who needs to actually win against Newbury in football games? Who needs Bristol shopping trips when there was Bath? OK, maybe the last one's going a bit too far but you get my point, right? Everything I ever wanted and needed was there last year. If I could do anything to Farleigh right now, I'd send us back in time.

Anyway, enough ranting - I know full well it's gone and it'll never be back. But it was great, like, the best thing ever. There's nothing wrong with thinking about it, is there? And if there is, then damn hell I'll be wrong.

TOSSER! (that's such a great word - how come no-one uses it any more!?)

- m.a. x [I was still good ol' muziana then!]

I lost my vops in #Teenchatz. Shit.

Don't know why I'm even posting this ....

- k.s. x

1. I don't have to get dressed (I mean stay in my pyjamas, not be naked - well, I suppose I could, but .... no).

2. I can smoke as much as I want without being complained at.

3. I can do pointless jazz dance without looking stupid (well, I do look stupid, but no-one can see me!).

4. I can have my music as loud as I want, including making loud mixes.

5. I can sing even louder.

6. I can sing as badly as I want .... you .... Brit-er-ney (no I don't, but meh).

7. I can play with my fat! :D

8. PORN!

Bloody hell, my singing sounds like Lindsey's only worse. That's saying something.

Only downside is I have to make my own tea. Damn.

- k.s. x

I wanna get drunk.

- k.s. x

It's my half term week. Boring, boring, boring.

But at least I could see Tim, right?

Wrong.

He's going to Edinburgh for the week.

I mean, great, he's working, he's gonna pay off his debts, but ....

.... why this week!? Why not any other week?

This is just not fair. :'(

- k.s. x