July 18th, 2004

The Party Scene

*cries*

Biscuit died.

James died.

I scarred Chris for life.

I made Pooka cut himself.

Robin left me.

Rikki turned me down.

I'll never, ever, ever get a boyfriend again.

It's all coming back .... and it's coming back bad. :'(

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    Lene Marlin - A Place Nearby
The Party Scene

feeling bit better now

Had long talk with Jenn and Cat, about sex, Kim, embarrassing stuffs, etc. Told them many a secret, was great.

Telling them funny stuff about Robin was best for me - LOL! Nice things about Scott too, felt warm and fuzzy. :)

Well, Scott doesn't feel warm and fuzzy as far as I know (ugh, disgusting thoughts now), but saying stuff does.

Was good for me, feel a lot better now (it's hard to be depressed and in hysterical laughter simultaneously).

Jenn and Cat gonna try to fix me up with Dan - OK, so he's young, but he's someone, and someone fit too! ;)

Have to try and sleep now. Not sleepy. Grr.

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    SigmaEnigma - Snow Angel (bit poncey listening to myself)
The Party Scene

poppers!

Oh my God. I want poppers. I want poppers NOW.

I want poppers almost as much as I want a boyfriend - mmm, Dan. :)

I'm a fucking perv, aren't I? Ah well, four years' difference isn't much .... is it!?

POPPERS dammit!!! >_<

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    Sarah McLachlan - Full Of Grace
The Party Scene

woohoo!

I just did a really, really big fart.

Why am I writing pointless LJ entries at this time?

Poppers. Poppers poppers I WANT SOME POPPERS!

"Whenever I fall at Jab's fat .... I mean, erm, feet ...."

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    Crowded House - Fall At Your Feet (mmm, Jab)
The Party Scene

hmm

Pooka, Hana, Stu. Support group .... perfect. Must set this up.

- b.k. x

PS. Not taking the piss out of any of them.
  • Current Music
    Busted - Can't Break Thru
The Party Scene

oh fuck

I'm gonna crash and burn again today, just like I did with Mullet. Twice.

And I'm going to have to hide in my room forever, just like I did with Mullet (GUTTA!!).

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarg.

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    Busted