August 6th, 2004

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madness

Sorry about the last two wntries, ui'm jsut maknig no sense todauy.

A hormpone injrectrion can go ne way or the other, either you dfreak out and start going andry and crying or yuo jsut freak out in general,m which was I'm doing now.

I tried to lie down to calm myself down, but i endedfg up having a fdight with the blanket and kicknig my legs in the air.

it's like I'm realy drunk sand high on mad druhgs otr having a fit or some thing but its' just the way this affects me and if don't know what's gonig on an d I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO DAMMIT IT'S ALL MAD AND CRAZY AND WAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP ME

b.k. x
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calm ....

Calmed down a bit now, but I'm seriously exhausted and my head's still spinning.

Ah well, it's better than jumping around and not being able to type straight.

- b.k. x

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i'm going to hell!

Just been looking at Bible sites (really into this stuffs since seeing Morty again) and apparently, epileptics are possessed by the devil and therefore must be going to hell. Not much point in me believing in God now then, I've got no chance! I have also got to apologise for the number of times I've sinned by having periods and not gone to a priest to confess and repent. I'd go down right now because mine just finished yesterday, but because I have a blemish (in the Bible it calls disabilities blemishes, but I suppose it could also mean my eczema, or that bastardly spot under my eye), I can't go into a church! Life's fun when you believe the Bible, isn't it?

Heh. Apart from that, I going to give up smoking soon as I finish this 100-pack of fags. Very mad idea, but I have my reasons. I might blame it on a Bible sin, though I'll have to check that. I wish I was Christian sometimes, it'd be a good laugh. But being as I'm going to hell, there's no point in trying to make myself a "better" person.

- b.k. x

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oh yes

How could I forget Exodus 22:18 - "Thou shalt not suffer a witch to live"?

I'm not only going to hell, anyone who believes this has got to send me there ASAP.

- b.k. x

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