September 5th, 2004

The Party Scene

a rude awakening ....

I was rudely awakened this morning by the following text message.

Time : 9:05am
From : hattiehill
"Becke my parents had sex last night."

WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANT TO KNOW THAT!? :\

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    "Jigglypuff" is going through my head for some reason ....
A singing Kao

new songs an' stuff

Written three new 'uns - "Forever Faithful" (about Pooka), "Do You Know Who I Am" (about Dan, and one-night stands in general) and "Tell Me Why" (about the Christian religion). Will post on FictionPress soonish. :)

Still thinking, a bit too much in fact. Still remember when Dan was saying, "love ya loads, love ya loads" the other night - did he mean it? Still wondering why I've got my derangement ring (aka. Pooka's old engagement ring) sitting on my thumb - why am I wearing it? I'm deranged, that's why, hence the name "derangement ring".

Damn ass, I wish Pop-Up Stopper, and my mouth, worked.

- b.k. x

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    blah blah
The Party Scene

pissed off!

The Sandy Balls caravan is being sold. All because some old family "friends" went down there and stabbed the whole family in the back. They said it was a mess - it fucking wasn't! Fag burns - OK, so Sam and I smoked, but we didn't see any burns, neither did we smoke inside. Cheap supermarket beer cans - we only drank proper beer on the holiday, and we cleaned all the cans up anyway. Cotton buds - sounds like Cat doing her make-up, but she and Jenn don't know anything about them. Bubblegum - none of us had bubblegum. None of this shit came from us, so why are we being blamed? Because it's convenient, that's why.

I'm so annoyed. Our holiday was wonderful, so was the one the year before with Pooka and Jenn and Cat and Kim. Rikki had already started planning next year's, he really wanted to go being as he missed this one. I'm pretty sure Jenn and her mates wanted to go again. Morti was planning one for new year's. How could a woman whom we used to be so close to that we called her "Auntie Dawn", even though she wasn't related to us, do something like this? I hate the bitch now, and her husband, and her son Michael (but then, apparently everyone hates Michael Martin, so that's nothing new). I have heard nothing of Gemma Martin and Richard's apparently fit, so it's harder to hate them, but I think I will anyway. Bloody Martins. Except Dan Martin, but he's from a different Martin family altogether (must stop bringing him into everything, it's not healthy). Don't hate Steve Martin either cuz he's cool, and I've heard from Morty and Stu that Dan's mum's pretty hilarious as well.

Told Shaun, he wasn't quite as pissed off as I thought he would be but he's still v. unhappy about it. He's in optimism mode at the moment, nothing could break him. Hana and Chris, whom I was going to invite next year, said "that's gay". Rikki pretended he didn't care but is probably crying (he's that type - aww, bless). Haven't talked to Sam yet, doubt he'll be too bothered cuz he never is. I'll let Steve know soon, he won't be pleased. Neither will anyone who went before, even the ones who were unlikely to go again, such as Pooka and Kim.

Basically, as Alun would say, THIS SUCKS BIG FLOPPY DONKEY DICK!

- b.k. x

  • Current Mood
    pissed off pissed off
The Party Scene

bored, random, ass

The New Crowded House
Neil Finn = Niall Cotton
Tim Finn = Tim Eldridge
Mark Hart = Mark Simpson
Paul Hester = Paul Reynolds
Eddie Rayner = Edward Rainbow
Nick Seymour = Nick Mackie

That will mean nothing to, like, anyone. But there we go. Cool band, huh?

Stu, shut up.

- b.k. x

PS. Little-known fact - my sister is a closet Pavarotti fan.
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    bored bored
Cute cute Biscuit

lalalalala ............

What shall I do tonight?

The same thing I do every night - TRY TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD!

Or, rather, eat biscuits and ponder the meaning of life.

Or go on KMC in an hour.

Mmm, biscuits.

Mmm, meaning of life.

- b.k. x

  • Current Mood
    bored bored
The Party Scene

for god damn sake

I hate being me.

I'm such a "nasty piece of work", as my mum used to call Jennie Laird and Kim.

Why am I me?

Why'd you have to go and be somebody like you?
Why'd you have to go and hurt somebody like me?
How could you do somebody like that?
I hope you know that I'm never coming back.

Only problem is .... I'll always be coming back.

Becke can move on and go around shagging 15-yr-olds. Bikki just feels shit about it.

Two-faced - why can't I be one-faced?

This is me. Love it, hate it (the latter is most likely), this is me.

Loved only by my cup of tea.

If there weren't so many people around, this would be a slit-wrist moment.

But I just about have more common sense than that.

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    limpbizkit - Boiler