September 6th, 2004

The Party Scene


Still feel like no-one cares, though that has been disproved. I've got two great parents, a lovely sister with a lovely boyfriend (I still love the way he made me feel better about Robin - "But Robin's a girl's name!" - lol!) and, strangely, it turns out that two people I talk to online are the most caring of all. You both read this, you may know who you are and if you don't, I'll tell you soon enough. Thanks to all of those people for their help. :)

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    Crowded House - Four Seasons In One Day
The Party Scene

confusion reigns over me ....

I'm very confused, and I don't even know what about.

Do I ever even know what I'm on about any more!?

I don't. And I'll probably waste away my sleepytime trying to work it out.

Not that I'd get any sleepytime anyway.

For some reason, my song "Jab And Chips" comes to mind, and yet it has no reason to.

Nothing I ever think, say or do makes sense ....

.... meh. I'll live with it - I have for almost 19 years.

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    I'm a-thinkin' of "Jab And Chips"
The Party Scene


Scabs coming off my nose - this is quite disgusting. :\

I'm sure you all really wanted to know that.

- b.k. x

  • Current Mood
    sore sore
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From lovessunflowers

Popular interests among bikki's friends
1. music (11) 11. poetry (5)
2. writing (11) 12. art (5)
3. knightmare (7) 13. silverchair (5)
4. korn (7) 14. kittens (5)
5. cats (7) 15. bulimia (5)
6. depression (7) 16. reading (5)
7. books (6) 17. politics (5)
8. love (6) 18. singing (5)
9. tf (6) 19. eating disorders (5)
10. james (6) 20. sarcasm (4)
Interests gestalt
My most interesting friend is pookatimes who has 12 of these interests,
followed by bikz (10), vikkilynn (8) and movie_magic (8).
Normality Index
My friends are 59.38% normal.
Analyze me !
Popular interests created by _imran_

My friends like some cool stuff. Like cats - ownage! :)

This quiz is also ownage because it's from Bristol. I likes my Bristol.

Anyway, today will be .... interesting.
1. Going to doctors. Might be changing meds, when all I need is to stop being crazy.
2. Dan might be coming over. Ugh - unfinished business. :\

- b.k. x

  • Current Mood
    blah blah
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Just come back from my hospital appointment. Dr. Buggery blamed everything that's happened recently on my meds, so now, on top of 525mg of Lamictal and 200mg of Tegretol that I'm already taking every day, I have to add in 1,000-2,000mg of a new drug called "Keppra". To be honest, I'm not sure how taking an extra ton of meds will help me - taking too many meds usually fucks people up. But it's worth a try.

Talking to Steve - hope he gets out of Florida soon.


- b.k. x

  • Current Mood
    sore sore
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Stu's here. Without Dan - phew, another load off my mind.

I can't put off seeing him forever though. He's gonna be here at some point.

What the fuck do I do when he is!?

- b.k. x

  • Current Mood
    sore sore