Do you wanna piece of me?

Still feel like no-one cares, though that has been disproved. I've got two great parents, a lovely sister with a lovely boyfriend (I still love the way he made me feel better about Robin - "But Robin's a girl's name!" - lol!) and, strangely, it turns out that two people I talk to online are the most caring of all. You both read this, you may know who you are and if you don't, I'll tell you soon enough. Thanks to all of those people for their help. :)

- b.k. x

I'm very confused, and I don't even know what about.

Do I ever even know what I'm on about any more!?

I don't. And I'll probably waste away my sleepytime trying to work it out.

Not that I'd get any sleepytime anyway.

For some reason, my song "Jab And Chips" comes to mind, and yet it has no reason to.

Nothing I ever think, say or do makes sense ....

.... meh. I'll live with it - I have for almost 19 years.

- b.k. x

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bristolian_kam - thanks for everything. You've been great to talk to. :)

- b.k. x

Scabs coming off my nose - this is quite disgusting. :\

I'm sure you all really wanted to know that.

- b.k. x

From lovessunflowers

Popular interests among bikki's friends

1. music (11) 11. poetry (5) 2. writing (11) 12. art (5) 3. knightmare (7) 13. silverchair (5) 4. korn (7) 14. kittens (5) 5. cats (7) 15. bulimia (5) 6. depression (7) 16. reading (5) 7. books (6) 17. politics (5) 8. love (6) 18. singing (5) 9. tf (6) 19. eating disorders (5) 10. james (6) 20. sarcasm (4)

Interests gestalt

My most interesting friend is pookatimes who has 12 of these interests, followed by bikz (10), vikkilynn (8) and movie_magic (8).

Normality Index

My friends are 59.38% normal.

Analyze me !

Username: Popular interests created by _imran_

My friends like some cool stuff. Like cats - ownage! :)

This quiz is also ownage because it's from Bristol. I likes my Bristol.

Anyway, today will be .... interesting.
1. Going to doctors. Might be changing meds, when all I need is to stop being crazy.
2. Dan might be coming over. Ugh - unfinished business. :\

- b.k. x

Just come back from my hospital appointment. Dr. Buggery blamed everything that's happened recently on my meds, so now, on top of 525mg of Lamictal and 200mg of Tegretol that I'm already taking every day, I have to add in 1,000-2,000mg of a new drug called "Keppra". To be honest, I'm not sure how taking an extra ton of meds will help me - taking too many meds usually fucks people up. But it's worth a try.

Talking to Steve - hope he gets out of Florida soon.

MY LIPS ARE FUCKING KILLING ME!!!

- b.k. x

Stu's here. Without Dan - phew, another load off my mind.

I can't put off seeing him forever though. He's gonna be here at some point.

What the fuck do I do when he is!?

- b.k. x

Me feel real real bad. :(

- b.k. x

1. Learn Japanese.

2. Move to Japan.

3. Get plastic surgery so I look Japanese.

4. Die in the process.

- b.k. x

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- b.k. x