September 7th, 2004

The Party Scene

nooooooooo

My best feature. My prized possession. My mullet ....

.... it's all gone. I cut half of it off.

OK, it doesn't look that bad. Just like a normal haircut. Same length all round.

But still - why the fuck did I do it!?

I did some other crazy stuff too, but I'm not quite up to telling all on that yet.

Called The Samaritans. Good to talk to, but no real advice came of it.

- b.k. x

  • Current Mood
    sad regretful
The Party Scene

aww

At least someone loves me. My cat James brought me a half-dead mouse.

Not exactly something I'll treasure, but in cat language it's the best present ever.

Bless. He is special cat. :)

- b.k. x

  • Current Mood
    touched touched
The Party Scene

crazy woman

I'm crazy. I am so crazy.

I can't look after myself any more.

Want my mullet. :(

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    Sum 41 - Summer (crazy band that makes me feel crazy)
The Party Scene

mullets

This song has mullets in it. And fat lips - I have one of those, with no piercing.

I can't believe Dan's getting a mullet, and a lip piercing in the same place as mine!

Why's he copying me!? The weirdo.

But that's the old me. I'm different now. And nothing like Dan.

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    Sum 41 - Fat Lip
KoRn give head

way!

My dad going down to Bath - so I going down to Frome. YAY! :D

Only Rikki knows, not told anyone else.

Mwa ha ha.

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    Sum 41 - In Too Deep
The Party Scene

not in frome

Didn't go to Frome in the end. Couldn't be arsed - meh. Will go soon.

Instead, went downstairs to find Jenn and Danii watching Introduction To Destruction.

Fuck me, I've missed Sum 41. I lost so much, but that's one thing I can have back.

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    what do you think?
The Party Scene

ah fuck it ....

.... with a bucket.

I still have short hair. It's well-cut for an amateur, but I still hate it.

I still have a fucked-up nose with scabs falling off.

I still can't open my mouth wide without trying to hold back the screams of pain.

I'm still short, fat and generally ugly.

I still shagged a 15-year-old. I still regret it.

I'm still single but in love ....

.... and I'm still mad out of my head. I should still be put in a padded cell.

I still carved his name into my leg and took a small overdose last night.

In other words, I'm still me.

Wish you were here - wish I wasn't.

- b.k. x

  • Current Mood
    sad sad