November 5th, 2004

The Party Scene

found a new place.

Decided not to go to Rookery House any more. I'm hopefully going to a place called "Bridge House" in Kent, which isn't an AS home - it's a proper mental home, for people with any problems. And being as I have had pretty much every problem under the sun, it's the perfect place for me, is it not?

Don't want to be in Somerset. Not near Farleigh. Not near who I used to know. Want to be far away from my old life. Hence New Zealand, but I'm not ready for that yet. Apart from Morty, Meghan and Ben King, none of whom have much (if anything) to do with my fuckeduposity, I have no connections anywhere near there. I also think that I'd be better off with my fellow mad than with my fellow awkward sod.

If Jim the [censored] social worker will get his [censored] arse in gear, which, knowing him, he won't, I might be there soon. If I get refused, then fuck it, I'm leaving the country.

You'll miss me - not.

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    Evanescence - My Immortal (over and over and over again)
The Party Scene

nightmare.

Fuck, I had the worst nightmare ever last night - and I can't even remember it. All I know is that I woke up at about 4:30am in a cold sweat, shaking and shivering all over, every part of my body in pain, and I was muttering to myself, "I need you, Pooka, I need you". Went down for a fag, woke Bebe up (by mistake) and she made me a cup of tea [taken back, all taken back!]. I was trying as hard as I could to remember what I dreamt about, but I still have no idea. I was me, but now she's gone.

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    Metallica - Fade To Black
The Party Scene

classic farleigh-esque talk

Rob Shannon says:
i musta been drunk then cause i cant remember that
Bikki says, "I was me, but now she's gone." says:
You weren't too drunk to get it up ....
Rob Shannon says:
get wot up?? i dont have1

Hahaha. Hahahahahahahahaha. Erm, yeh, ha. Lol. Look, I'm laughing.

Ah fuck it.

- b.k. x

  • Current Music
    firework noises