To be honest, if I say what I want to, I'll probably offend quite a few people. So I'll just say - do you ever get in that mood when it seems like the whole world is happy except you? And when you get thrown out of all these things you wanted to be part of (like a place to live, a band, a chat room, a clique) and you get so sick of people talking to you on the phone, on MSN, on LiveJournal entries, on message boards about how great it is? Not to mention all the people who have boyfriends or girlfriends and just go on about it all the freakin' time and make you feel like shit because you don't, or when you as much as say that you have a disability they say, "You can't use that as an excuse! You're just like everybody else!". Well I've got some news for you, I'm NOTHING like anybody else. NOTHING WHATSOEVER.
If anyone says I'm trying to seek attention or sympathy, you're fuckin' WRONG, k? I don't want any pity or shit like that off anyone. I also don't want to hear about how there are millions of starving children in Africa or wherever who are so much worse off than you and at least you have food and clean water so you shouldn't moan and haven't you ever seen the Band Aid video where Dan is crying about it and it's so cute! Don't you think I know that? And of course I know that Dan is cute as well. ;)
Anyway, I better shut up now.
- b.k. x