Fuck, I had the worst nightmare ever last night - and I can't even remember it. All I know is that I woke up at about 4:30am in a cold sweat, shaking and shivering all over, every part of my body in pain, and I was muttering to myself, "I need you, Pooka, I need you". Went down for a fag, woke Bebe up (by mistake) and she made me a cup of tea [taken back, all taken back!]. I was trying as hard as I could to remember what I dreamt about, but I still have no idea. I was me, but now she's gone.