bikz (bikz) wrote,
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oh mama mia

I wrote a song/poem thing earlier cuz I got bored.

I know this all too well
Watch me wander into hell
Watch me tremble at this scene
Watch me grab at pieces of a dream
A dream of death in my own home
A dream of desire to be alone
I'm so strong I have no fear
But I'm scared of you
My mama mia

I hate you but I love you
You hurt me but I enjoy the pain
Like cutting without the knife
Or biting when I have no teeth
I swallow whole no need to cut
My mouth is washed away
My mama mia kiss me today

I know why I messed up
Can't keep my drink in the cup
I am caught in whiplash
My bank is giving away cash
But it accepts money no more
What my life is about I'm unsure
What the hell am I doing here
Why am I stuck with you
My mama mia

I hate you but I love you
You hurt me but I enjoy the pain
Like cutting without the knife
Or biting when I have no teeth
I swallow whole no need to cut
My mouth is washed away
My mama mia kiss me today

Kiss me today
Like you kissed me yesterday
Kiss me tomorrow
Mama mia kiss my life away
Kiss me tonight
Like you did earlier on today
Three times a day
Mama mia kiss my life away

I hate you but I love you
You hurt me but I enjoy the pain
Like cutting without the knife
Or biting when I have no teeth
I swallow whole no need to cut
My mouth is washed away
My mama mia kiss me today

Anyway, that was fun. So was shopping with Emma CS - the way we talk, it's like we're best mates rather than a student and a carer. She tells me stuff she hasn't even told Tom. Certainly bridesmaid material. :P

Alex keeps talking about attachments. God knows what he's on about. His attachment to Hattie, perhaps?

Does my arse look as big as Hattie's? Yeh, I think so too.

I need to stop it with the random thoughts.

m.a. x

PS. Kirstie's LJ is kirstie_m, dunno if she'll use it.
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