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to be brutally honest ....

.... no relationship is perfect. That may be the way one appears to the public, but there are always a few problems that no-one sees, not even the other half of the relationship. It might just be the differences between men and women, or a bit of a personality clash.

Here's a poem I wrote about it.

Heart-Shaped Biscuit
You love me so and I love you too
But sometimes I'm thinking this just ain't right
Our love ain't for show and I know it's true
But I'm just not ready to be with you day and night
No time to myself and I can't get any help
Cuz everyone thinks it's all sparkle and shine
I still love you but I just don't want you to
Hold so tight in your hand this heart-shaped biscuit of mine

If love was real I'd be able to
Talk about anything be it hard or soft
But I feel I can't talk to you
Because if I do I might trigger something off
I'm not alone you also leave things at home
And tell everyone else and just leave me to find
What's in the pits where you keep your secrets
You're just making me drop this heart-shaped biscuit of mine

If love ain't just now and it will be our fate
How come you tell me things I've already heard
We don't seem to know how to communicate
It was cute the first time but not the third
I hear you say the same things every day
We do the same stuff when we meet every time
I say I know this and you just give me a kiss
And keep on cooking more heart-shaped biscuits of mine

If we're forever then I need your care
Being so close I could do with your advice
We're sitting together but you're still not there
Believe it or not my life ain't always nice
Now I know for sure that your problems are more
But talking over me isn't perfectly fine
You need to feel that my illnesses are real
You can't always sugarcoat this heart-shaped biscuit of mine

So my love I hope you've learnt something
I hope that you know what our relationship's about
I don't wanna shove you or throw away my ring
We're not breaking up I just wanna sort things out
Suffocation and bad communication
Won't keep our love running down the line
As we are lovers we need to help each other
Or I might have to crumble this heart-shaped biscuit of mine

I don't mean to upset anyone, but if a flood hits Britain, I probably have.

I love you, Pooka.

m.a. x


( 4 comments — Leave a comment )
Jun. 21st, 2003 08:17 am (UTC)

I don't know what to say. Just letting you know that I read this and I care xxx
Jun. 21st, 2003 08:59 am (UTC)
Know the feeling, dude. Been there.

You know I'm always around to talk to (albeit around Canterbury, but you get the idea).
Jun. 21st, 2003 04:46 pm (UTC)
Thanks for the love, both of you. :) But just in case it's what you think, this relationship is NOT coming to an end. Just because I've noticed that it's not as perfect as we thought, doesn't mean that we won't last forever. I just seemed to be pretending that it's perfect all along, but now I'm out of that fantasy world and into real life where there's no such thing as perfect.

Pooka and I are still deeply in love and still to be together forever.

m.a. x
Jun. 23rd, 2003 04:46 pm (UTC)
I've only just seen this - and I'm so sorry. :( I love you.
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