But, apart from that, I feel depressed. Am I'm not even sure what's wrong with me. Maybe it's the cold, the homesickness, missing Pooka, the damn Terry thing preying on my mind (I feel so mistrusted) - or maybe I'm just sick with anticipation of tomorrow. It's a strange feeling, being about to become legal for so many things. I'll be an adult. I'll probably feel no different, but it just feels - I don't know. Weird.
- k.s. x