bikz (bikz) wrote,

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ahem. Where was I?

And I thought what I felt was simple
And I thought that I don't belong
But now that I am leaving
Now I know that I did something wrong cuz I missed you

- Lisa Loeb "Stay (I Missed You)"

Like Morty said on the phone last night, it'd be one helluva lot easier to be the dumpée. Then you know that your ex doesn't want you, it may be depressing but you can move on, safe in that knowledge. But, being the dumper, I keep wondering if I've done the right thing. Maybe I've made the biggest mistake of my life. I can't see my current relationship being much more than fuckbuddying (which could be right for me at the moment, but how long will I want things that way?). We don't have many shared interests apart from cigarette smoke, not eating, complaining about Farleigh and getting kinkay on Fromefield ;) - so, in other words, I might as well be going out with a taller, sexier Alex (except that Robin's no cheat - damn, he's too good for me - and he has no Hat fetish, thank God). Ugh, I don't want to think of that. :\

Bugger me, I'm just not sure. There doesn't seem to be a way out. I'll have to just leave things as they are and hope that they'll work out. Which they won't, because this is me we're talking about, and karma's most likely got a few things to throw at me.

- k.s. x


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