bikz (bikz) wrote,

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feeling nothing

Read Pooka's latest LJ entry - normally it would have said to me, "Oh my God Becke, look what you've done to him, you need to take him back right now or you may as well go and kill yourself", but it hasn't. I feel nothing.

How am I supposed to feel? I don't know. But any feelings are welcome right now. I want to dance happy happy joy joy, I want to break down crying. Heck, even PMT would be received with a smile (even though the smile wouldn't last long). Anything other than this insomnia / nicotine craving will do.

Need sleep. Need a cigarette. Need love.

Can't get any of them.

- k.s. x


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