How am I supposed to feel? I don't know. But any feelings are welcome right now. I want to dance happy happy joy joy, I want to break down crying. Heck, even PMT would be received with a smile (even though the smile wouldn't last long). Anything other than this insomnia / nicotine craving will do.
Need sleep. Need a cigarette. Need love.
Can't get any of them.
- k.s. x