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a minor update

Saw Tim and Lucy in Birmingham. Was fun - had a v. good Chinese lunch (£4.99 all you can eat!), followed by shopping at the Bull Ring. I bought some socks that make moo-moo and meow-meow noises, yay! :D

Missing Robs more than ever for some reason. Maybe it's because of me dreaming about him, or being around a couple talking about how much time they spend together. Roll on 6th January, Barcelona better go quickly.

- k.s. x


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Dec. 29th, 2003 07:33 am (UTC)
Oh, thanks.

Listen, Bex - you miss Robin. I get that. And I know you miss him a lot. You probably miss him more than I miss you, which is a lot. And you have more right to miss him since you're actually attached to him, yes.

But why have you blocked me? Why don't you actually talk to me about this? We were lovers for a year and a half, practically. I understand you (or, at least, I'd like to think I do - to some degree). Tell me about your dreams. Talk to me about him. I have so much to learn.

Yes, it hurts. Of course it hurts. But I'm here to help. If you want to stay friends with me then cutting me off isn't the way to go about this because I'm still ready and willing to do anhything for you.

My services are at your disposal.
Dec. 29th, 2003 07:38 am (UTC)
I just thought ....
.... it would be better for both of us. Trying to stay friends and keep in contact has just fucked things up even more. I've been constantly depressing you by calling you when I'm the last person you need, by rubbing it in your face that I'm attached and you're not (see, I'm doing it again).

I just don't want to hurt you, and that's something I've done far more than I mean to.

k.s. x
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