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So yeh, Robin dumped me. He said he wasn't ready for a proper relationship, and I certainly believe him there. He is too young and way too immature for what I want in a relationship. Seeing too much of me, apparently - he had managed to keep his last one going for two and a half years, but that was only seeing her about once a week or so. Ah well. Next time I'll get it right. Hopefully. And it was better to break things off now than keep it all bottled up and end up hating each other.

I was in a bit of a mood last night, so I skipped college and went down the pub with Marcelle. Then we went to Tesco and bought cake and chocolate and cheese and J2O - well, I am the dumpee, I need to be indulged! :) After I'd practically inhaled two cakes, I ended up talking about it with Chris, Pete and someone else. Pete asked me out, as did someone else (I let both offers fizzle away). Chris didn't, no surprises there. So, myself and this someone else ended up having a rebound .... thing (I have chosen not to give details because 1. it's disgusting, 2. it's embarrassing, 3. I've been sworn to secrecy, 4. the guy's a complete nob and I don't even like him and 5. there may be the off-chance that his friend's reading this, though I doubt it as she probably doesn't know I exist). I don't know what came over me - ugh!

After that, I was on the phone to Pooka for y ages. It was good to talk to him again and reconcile things, even if he was a bit "I told you so". And no, before you ask, there is NO WAY we are getting back together. I just think that we should try to sort things out a bit, especially been as I've just been through the same thing he did. It's good to talk. Well, he did most of the talking, but meh.

Speaking of talking, I told Kelly everything today, about Robin and my rebound thing. I know I wasn't going to tell the staff, but it turns out that I'm not in any trouble as there is no real written rule about it. I just need to promise that I'm not going to do it on Farleigh premises again. Kelly told Jackie (head of care) what happened with Robin, but the other thing's just between us. She even guessed who it was. How she did it I don't know, but she did somehow. Women's intuition or what!?

Anyway, that's about it for today. I feel better than I did.

- k.s. x

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