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So, here I am, half of the 9th #Knightmare couple as far as I know (I was half of another one as well - don't I get around?). I have a few feelings of "here we go again" after Pooka, but I hope to start afresh with this one and not do the same things I did last time or the time before or the time before that. Knowing my luck, I'll probably mess it up somehow, but I could at least try not to.

I feel a bit weird actually. I know we're gonna meet up, but for the first time, I need someone to meet him with. The only person I know well off #KM is Pooka (I have met many others at the RPG but I don't really know them well enough) and he wouldn't really suit, being my ex and everything. I don't know anyone anywhere who is likely to be arsed to help me out there anyway. Erm, any offers? :)

On top of that, although I have been talking to him for months, I don't really know Malefact very well, so it's going to be a strange and new experience meeting up with him, going out with him, being close to him. I do trust that he is all he says he is (it's easy to tell who lies online and who tells the truth), but what if he isn't? I don't really know for sure. Plus this thing started, what, two whole days ago? It's so sudden, so out of nowhere. Maybe I should have just accepted royster - I know him much better, even though he is too old for me.

Ah well. Despite all my reservations, the good in having a relationship outweighs the bad, and I definitely have a good feeling about this. As Hattie would say, NICE ONE BECKE!!! :)

- k.s. x

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