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Feb. 16th, 2004 at 12:05 AM

So, here I am, half of the 9th #Knightmare couple as far as I know (I was half of another one as well - don't I get around?). I have a few feelings of "here we go again" after Pooka, but I hope to start afresh with this one and not do the same things I did last time or the time before or the time before that. Knowing my luck, I'll probably mess it up somehow, but I could at least try not to.

I feel a bit weird actually. I know we're gonna meet up, but for the first time, I need someone to meet him with. The only person I know well off #KM is Pooka (I have met many others at the RPG but I don't really know them well enough) and he wouldn't really suit, being my ex and everything. I don't know anyone anywhere who is likely to be arsed to help me out there anyway. Erm, any offers? :)

On top of that, although I have been talking to him for months, I don't really know Malefact very well, so it's going to be a strange and new experience meeting up with him, going out with him, being close to him. I do trust that he is all he says he is (it's easy to tell who lies online and who tells the truth), but what if he isn't? I don't really know for sure. Plus this thing started, what, two whole days ago? It's so sudden, so out of nowhere. Maybe I should have just accepted

royster - I know him much better, even though he is too old for me.

Ah well. Despite all my reservations, the good in having a relationship outweighs the bad, and I definitely have a good feeling about this. As Hattie would say, NICE ONE BECKE!!! :)

- k.s. x

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rachelesque

Feb. 15th, 2004 04:46 pm (UTC)

where are you thinking of meeting him? (if you trust me enough to be a chaperone...)

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bikz

Feb. 15th, 2004 04:52 pm (UTC)

yeh

I do trust you enough, and I know you're true being as Morty says so. We probably won't meet up for a fair while yet, but I'll keep ya posted.

Thanks! :)

k.s. x

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pookatimes

Feb. 15th, 2004 04:50 pm (UTC)

You're half of the sixth: Steph & Kieran, me & Lausie (if you count that, I wouldn't), me & Emii, Forester & Alex, and Emii & Ali are the previous ones.

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bikz

Feb. 15th, 2004 04:51 pm (UTC)

oops

Seventh. You and me.

k.s. x

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pookatimes

Feb. 15th, 2004 06:37 pm (UTC)

Re: oops

We don't count. I didn't meet you through the KM community.

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bikz

Feb. 15th, 2004 06:44 pm (UTC)

yeh we do .... 1, 2, 3, 9, 47, 151, 17176 ....

We were coupled, and we both use KMC. So there. :P

k.s. x

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rachelesque

Feb. 15th, 2004 05:31 pm (UTC)

Re:

what about adam and debz?

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morti

Feb. 15th, 2004 04:56 pm (UTC)

I still disagree with the idea of you going out with anyone at the moment. You're still rebounding off people a lot and I have sort of a bad feeling about this, and all my bad feelings have been right so far. In a twisted way, it's fun to watch. Hope things work out for you one way or another though.

And I would chaperone except I'm rarely available. Sort it out at a time when I am and I will.

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rachelesque

Feb. 15th, 2004 04:59 pm (UTC)

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hey, me and morty could chaperone and then if you two want time alone, we can have mad monkey sex0r or something while we wait :p

(you would have to do london or something though for us to get there)

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bikz

Feb. 15th, 2004 05:01 pm (UTC)

lol

Maybe. I'm sure you'd like that. :P

Like I said, I'll keep ya posted.

k.s. x

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